
When I Was Alive
2014

2019
Not RatedDirector
Jayro Bustamante
Runtime
97 minutes
Average Rating
No ratings yetSynopsis
Accused of the genocide of Mayan people, retired general Enrique is trapped in his mansion by massive protests. Abandoned by his staff, the indignant old man and his family must face the devastating truth of his actions and the growing sense that a wrathful supernatural force is targeting them for his crimes.
Overall Score
Good
Category Breakdown
LGBTQ+ Representation
The film does not feature LGBTQ+ characters or non-heteronormative identities. The narrative focus remains on maternal connections and the gendered trauma of genocide.
Gender Representation
Women drive the historical memory, moving beyond passive victimhood through characters like Alma. The story explores how state violence targets maternal roles and destabilizes patriarchal structures.
Racial & Ethnic Diversity
The film centers Maya indigenous identity, moving far beyond tokenism. It uses indigenous perspectives to dismantle state-sanctioned histories and prioritize voices historically erased by the government.
Religious & Cultural Diversity
Rooted in post-colonial critique, the film portrays state and military institutions as inherently corrupt. It prioritizes the lived experiences of the oppressed over official government histories.
Disability Representation
There are no specific depictions of physical or neurodivergent disabilities. While the film explores psychological trauma, disability is not used as a central character trait.
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AI Analysis
Jayro Bustamante’s film is a powerful exercise in decolonial storytelling, using the supernatural to reclaim history from the architects of systemic violence. It succeeds by centering the Maya indigenous experience and the female perspective to challenge official state narratives. The film's strength lies in its intersectional approach, specifically how it links ethnicity and gender to dismantle the legitimacy of dominant political institutions. It transforms a folk legend into a tool for addressing unaddressed historical grievances. However, the narrative lacks representation for LGBTQ+ identities and does not feature characters with physical or neurodivergent disabilities. The focus remains strictly on the intersection of gendered trauma and ethnic genocide.
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